So its been two years since my dad died. My moms been seeing this guy for about a year, she told me today that they're going to look at engagement rings tomorrow. I dont know if its the hormones but I cant stop crying. I want her to be happy, I really really do, I'm fine with seeing them together. But for some reason the thought of her married to someone else really upsets me. I miss my dad like crazy and she acts like he never existed. I know that's selfish of me though. Hormones aren't making it any easier either. :(