So either I'm stupid care to much or both but trying to work things out with my husband. I think…

So either I'm stupid care to much or both but trying to work things out with my husband. I think it's going great but who knows. I leave for cali the week before christmas to go home and stay with my family while he finishes schooling out in another state. Also a major possibility he won't be there for the birth of his son which makes me cry everytime i think about it :(