Just posted an update

@mylove, tell me the good news 🙏

Thank you!

I am! 🙏

@mylove, i know that you have no choice. Just put aside their concerns and believe 🙏🙏

@belena, - I see a fertility specialist not just a regular doctor, so when I'm on fertility medications etc., they have to monitor my HCG levels and progesterone etc., I don't have a choice to go in all the time or not. Trust me if I did I wouldn't go cause I hate needles.. I have a positive attitude and keep calm pretty much most the time.. I pray to God a lot & keep faith. But like I said my specialist monitors me very closely.. So when they have been watching my levels and all of a sudden they stop doubling and start to slow down it is a concern.. 😔 just keep praying! 🙏🙏

@mylove, you know, some people think that doing too many tests like blood testing, ultrasound etc is bad for future mom's mood, because ALWAYS doctors think that something "is not a good news". However most of the times everything is not bad at all, every pregnancy is very individually. That's why many people suggest not to go to the hospital just in order to save your positive attitude. I know, you had a bad experience before and in your case doctor's advice is necessary. Just try not to hope, but be sure that you will be parents soon. xoxo

@belena, - my levels were rising pretty good until now, they are rising very slowly and doctor doesn't think that's good news. I go in tomorrow for an ultrasound to make sure things are going to be ok, but we will see! I have been praying to God the hardest I have ever prayed in my life for anything! We both really want this and don't want to go through another loss! So I will keep everyone posted on what's going on.... 🙏💜 thank you!!

@mylove, i feel my boobs like the are doubled bigger 🙊 you were posting very good HCG levels last days... You know, maybe it was rising a lot before and now it's getting slower... If you still feeling yourself pregnant (boobs hurting, cramping) it must be alright. If you are religious - go to the church and pray to God. I wish you to keep your baby (or babies?🙊) for the next 9 months!

@belena, - my boobs hurt and I've been crampy and moody but other than that fine. I go in for an ultrasound tomorrow to see what's going on.. My levels aren't doubling like they should be.. They are rising slowly! I'm trying to keep faith but it's hard.. Hopefully we have good news tomorrow!

@mylove, to be honest i havent been wanted too much - we made it at our second cycle, i am lucky. How do you fell? What does your doctor say? Try not to think about your miscarriages and stay positive both in mind and on tests!

@belena, yay! Congrats to you... I know how much you have wanted this... We are trying to stay positive on our pregnancy it's just hard for us because we are so used to having miscarriages. Friday I will be 6 weeks and we never make it past 6 weeks. So we are just praying to God we get a miracle... So happy for you!

Omg we gonna be mommies in july 2015!!!!!!!!

Suddenly i've got positive! Check my last posts!!! And when you will change your preggie status from "plannig" to "pregnant"?

I've never had my levels checked more than once or compared for that matter.

Thanks ladies.. I'm trying my hardest to stay positive! I can't go through another loss.. I go back on Tuesday..

my doctor told me there's such a wide scale on that it's hard to judge sometimes since everyone is different, as long as they keep rising your okay

I can't comment on the levels because I've never even known what mine are but, I think the fact that they are rising is a good sign. I'll keep praying for you and your baby ❤️