so its no longer up to me wether or not my mom has to stop living with us which is bs bc shes beyind…
so its no longer up to me wether or not my mom has to stop living with us which is bs bc shes beyind nasty(Haas only taken like 6-8 baths since the end of June) and she does Nothing but stress me out constantly so i get to be a prisioner in my own house and wen the baby gets here i have to keep her locked up in the bedroom with me so she has to be a prisioner to. this woman may have adopted me 19 years ago and been around for small parts of my life but with everything thats happened over the past 5-6 months i no longer consider her my mother or a grandmother to my child. her actions and words have pushed me back into a very bad depression Where i hate myself and hate living and i Will not give her the chance to make my kid feel tht way
#venting
montanas mommy·
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I hope things get better ! It sucks it have to feel that way while pregnant , when you baby comes I hope everything works out for the best 💕
Kate Caudill·
thanks @someonesmommie me too
Kate Caudill·
it wldnt be so bad if I had been a bitch to her or not tried to help her but all I've done is try to help her and shes just so ungreatful and pushed me to my limits end
Courtney Paige Nelson·
Awe hopefully she will leave and you can have ur home and do what u want it sucks not being able to do that I have been there with my last one
missing5user·
Don't hate urself & I'm glad it's only making u stronger to be a better person to ur child I know what u mean kinda same situation with my mom I'm sure you'll be a great mother ❤
Kate Caudill·
thanks @flowersssxo @sophmom I wish shed leave on her own too but she won't bc she'll have to go to a nursing home bc of all her health problems . I'm glad it's making me stronger I just wish that my lil bit didn't have to go thru all the stress before she's even been born
Keyonna ·
Don't hate yourself if it helps you are a strong woman keep pushing for your daughter don't lock yourself in your room ignore her if you have too pray i promise it works love yourself for who you are honey you are golden god hears you just give him a chance he will fix it
Kate Caudill·
@keyonna19, thanks I do pray and I try not to hate myself. I wish I didn't have to lock me and the baby in a room but bc of how unsanitary she is it makes me worry that the baby will get sick bc of it
Keyonna ·
start telling her ik that's your mom but honey having a closed mouth fixes nothing tell her or at least ask, i promise prayer works keep your head up i will pray for you. always remember you are golden
Kate Caudill·
@keyonna19, I've told her and she just doesn't care idk what her problem is . as soon as the hubby gets a job and we save some money were gone cus she'll never change I asked my dad if she was like this wen they were together and he said yea and that that's why he had to leave her.
and thanks will do