confession: feeling alone in this pregnancy. this is my first and I really thought it would be…

confession: feeling alone in this pregnancy. this is my first and I really thought it would be perfect. my family is there for me but it's not the same if the baby's father isn't. it's like some days he's all in then he forgets about me and the baby for a period of time. no calls no texts to ask how I'm feeling or if the baby is doing okay or if I felt any kicking. I'm just emotionally and sexually stressed, not to mention physically. I just don't feel loved. and I honestly don't know if he is even going to love and be in this child's life.