These mood swings suck so bad! I keep crying and since I've been sick I keep telling my husband that it's just dry burning eyes because I don't wanna tell him it's my ex making me cry wtf do I do?!
Until today I hadn't talked to him in about a month, but not a day has gone by that I haven't thought or dreamed of him. He was my first everything. I know I need to leave him behind, I JUST DONT KNOW WHY I CANT!
do you have to talk to your ex? do y'all have a kid together? if not maybe you shouldn't talk to him. don't ruin what you have with your hubby trying to entertain your ex
and also think about the wonderful hubby you got and your baby and how he look out for you and took care of you enjoy your lil family now and forget about the past
I knew that much. Idek why I'm so upset! Ugh I hate him but I don't at the same time!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
The one thing I wanted to be able to do with and for my daughter, I can’t seem to do without the help of a LC... I can’t seem to get her to latch like they do and all my family is telling me to do is switch to formula.. I can’t help but cry at the thought of all of this...

F my neighbor just knocked on my door to tell me I had a huge beehive in my tree. Wtf do I do about this thing? It’s huge!!
Been crying all night. My son and I are being separated and it's breaking me apart. I can't do this.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
But no, no baby with him