Ugh i hate the fact i cant shower because i cant leave Fabian alone . And no one is here to keep an eye on him his daddy comes home till night time :( Fabians asleep right now just gave him his bath and his bottle but i just dont want to hop in the shower what if he wakes up :( ahhhhh
If you have a swing, seat, bassinet ect you can bring it in the bathroom. That's what I do. Tannon is very content while I shower. Doug also gets home too late to watch him.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
so i txted my bd an told him i might wanna move the shower to the park instead of his sisters house because of our arguement an he ignored me so now i will ignore him an not tell him when the baby actually comes. am i wrong??
Honestly still just so tired of being a mom but if i did adoption if never see him i wish someone else could care for him but i still see him often or even if i got a ray off every week to live. I just dont wana be his primary caregiver :(
Lol I have to wait for my hubby to be home to take showers too it sucks :(