I remember that wonderful moment when you appeared in front of me! Story about my first baby princess 👑💝
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I decided to write too about the birth, the waiting and the appearance of my baby girl 🤗🙈

I was counting every minute, days,weeks and waiting.
Every movement I felt from my baby, I begged her, "stop it, it's time to come out, it's hard for mommy and you don't seem comfortable, mommy is waiting for you in this world, come on" ...
Every time I had some kind of mucus or a tight pain, like a PMS, I pissed in my preggy: "what is it? What? Cork? Is it gone? Has it started?" But it didn't... but...
When the plug is gone, I was happy, the contractions began, I was happy, every slightest pain ( grasping, aching, stabbing) is different, a trip to the hospital and maternity ward #5 made me so happy, because I was just a little bit left to meet the baby ...
Time in the birthing unit seemed to stop, the minutes passed, the day passed, and the birth was still not soon. I was talking to my baby, asking her to come out, saying how much I was waiting for her, that she was our miracle, our joy, our LOVE...
My partner in labor was my mom who supported me, was beside me and also asked the baby to come out together with me, that it's enough to sit there it's time to the light)), but all to no avail...
It was 12 am, Mom was sent home and I was put in a room, the doctor said I would come in the morning, then we'll burst the bubble and give birth, but now I have to sleep...
Left in the room without my mother with contractions, I cried, cried because my baby did not want to come out (in front of my mom did not cry, I did not want to upset her tears), then calmed down and tried to sleep (wanted to sleep very badly, as a day with contractions, is the second day ... but could not sleep).
There was a girl lying beside me on preservation and she started to eat, she was eating cookies and I was very hungry, I had no strength, I wanted to sleep, and then I got a little bitter, but I had nothing except chocolate and water, I was ready to give birth, so... After a while I started to grunt a little bit, the doctor came, took me to the couch, checked and said the opening of 2 fingers, take me to the birthing unit.
I was so excited, I thought "oh just as my husband will be out of work soon, I'll call him, let him bring food", it was 2 am... I called, ordered him some food, by the time he arrived it was 3:30, I think why call my mom, she's been with me all day, let her rest, at 6 am he will come and we will have the baby...
By the time my husband arrived I was already nada...well I wanted to sleep, had no energy and wanted to eat, but contractions kept me from doing all this, when I saw my husband I relaxed, started moaning a little bit, whining about wanting to sleep, eat, but once the court touched me, I started having awesome awesome contractions that I grabbed his shirt and was waiting when he let go, and completely forgot that I wanted something to eat or sleep wanted, I asked my husband to bring me the ball. .well he brings me a balloon, I sit on it, and I said to my husband let them give me another, strongly inflated, need a softer, my husband left the room, but when he came in, I was almost on all fours and I said to him something happened, I gave birth or what? The time was 4:30 (according to my husband).
My husband ran to the doctor, they put me down and examined me and said 8 cm, put a ctr or whatever it was and watched my heartbeat and contractions, asked me to be patient a little bit, that there was not much left, my husband did not have time to leave, he just told my mom that he was there and my water broke (he said it the next day, I did not even ask about it at that time) I grabbed my husband and would not let him go, so midwives came and asked me just to breathe... We waited for the doctor... So my husband stayed for the birth.
The doctor came and asked to breathe and I was breathing and trying to push during the contractions, they stopped me and told me to think about the baby, when the contractions stopped I automatically fell asleep, as I had no strength and I fell asleep on my own...
Then the doctor said let her down, she's falling asleep, they squatted me, and at that moment they told me to take a deep breath and let's go...
Two deep breaths and my last scream and there my little one came into the world immediately screaming😍... My last breath, her first! Well I mean it was my last breath from a life where I lived for myself, with her first breath began my new life with her
It was the only cry, a cry that made me happy, that calmed me down and filled me with infinite happiness!
Putting her on me I was so happy and I was already worried about her, wasn't she lying on top of me, breathing? Is she comfortable? 😍😍😍🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
27.01.2016г. At 5:50 she was born😍😍😍😍

My name is Zulfiya , but many people call me Sofia. I am a single mother. I am expecting my second child.
It so happened in my life that I flew in for a dream, to move my daughter and live here.
But we are women, and we need love. So I fell in love with a man and thought we would make a good family, but in the end it turned out to be just my dreams. When I got pregnant he said he refused to be a father, so we split up.
It was very hard for me to raise my daughter and be pregnant, but it was my choice. I am proud of my choice, as my children are above everything to me.
But fate decided to give me a "guardian angel" during my pregnancy.
When I was 2 months pregnant, a man appeared in my life, I pushed him away until almost 7 months of pregnancy, I always told him to get in the way and live his life. But he is still around to this day, helps me now with the preparations for the birth of the baby and gets along very well with my daughter.
And for a couple of months now I feel like I've started to change my relationship with him, he's become my support, the man in my life and in my daughter's life, although I was very much afraid of that. But I found out the day before he was supposed to be with me all the time he was looking for a bride, and soon he is going to fly to another country to see her.
I have two feelings at play right now.
1. this feeling of resentment (because all the pregnancy, he is there for me and my family)
2.A feeling of complete antipathy towards men.

I would not want to have the first post about this, but I decided to share it.