I can't believe my lil man is already 3 months old!!! (He was on Wednesday)

My greatest gift ❤️💚.... Merry Christmas Mama's 🎁🎄🎅

Can't wait to see my brother tomorrow after almost 2 years and for Zayne to meet his uncle!!! 💙

Everyone has six names...these are pretty funny.

1) Your actual name: Vanessa

2) Your soap opera name (middle name and street name): Breanne Sunbury

3) Your Star Trek name (first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of middle, last 2 of first): Shibrsa

4) Superhero name (color of your shirt and item to right of you): Maroon Bouncer

5) Goth name (black and name of one of your pets): Black Roxxy

6) Rapper name (Lil' + last thing you ate): Lil Turkey Sandwich

Copy, Paste, Change to you...

Really wish I had some Mommy friends in my area!! Leaving Baby Z's Daddy is the hardest thing but I know it's what I needed to do, but it doesn't make it any easier on my heart. 💔

So I tried giving the lil man a little cereal in his last bottle hoping it would help keep him full and maybe stop some of the spitting up and dreaming it would help him sleep. Well 4 hours after his last bottle he's still asleep and has been for 2.5 hours straight, that's a huge improvement, I should have layed down too but didn't think he would sleep long, damn am I kicking myself in the ass now!!!!!! 🤦🏻‍♀️

I'm always horrible at saying if a baby looks like their mom or dad....obviously my baby picture on the right and my lil guy on the left....wattya all think????

Mommy's handsome lil Chunk!!! 💙💙💙

Yesterday/today i did what I have never wanted to do. A pfa and charges against the father of my son. I love him to death and would have done anything for that man, but there is only so much someone can endure. I am completely heartbroken but I know it is what is needed for me and my son. I wish that I had mom friends or even friends for that matter.

All this Mommy wants for Christmas is a new bedtime for Baby Zayne!!! Lol This 4am bedtime is not fun!!! Lol 😣😴