It has been a long day. Hailey did not want to sleep at all. She has been on and off sleeping since 4 but I think she is finally down for the night. I even called in for reinforcements.

My six year old loves her some baby sister. All she wanted to do today was help and hold her sister. Tears of joy.

Been having trouble sleeping. I know that it is my anxiety but I cannot control it. I am on meds for it now, still can’t turn my brain off. Wondering if I should go back on my sleeping pills.

My sweet little Hailey was born with PRS. Basically a small recessed chin that caused a cleft pallet. She was also born at 37 weeks and had underdeveloped lungs due to the PRS and gestational diabetes. She has had trouble eating and had to have a PEG tube in to eat and now she has bad reflux.
I know that...

Hoping to be discharged from the NICU on Sunday. It has been a long month, now time for mommy and daddy to get used to me. And for big sis to sing me my lullabies.

Sorry, haven’t posted in a while. It has been a rough couple of weeks. Hailey was born on the 11th. She is still in the NICU. She was born with PRS(Pierre Robin Sequence). She also has a possibility of Dwarfism, we are awaiting results from a genetic test. She has a lot ahead of her but is going strong.
PRS is a fancy way of saying cleft pallet and a recessed chin.
Drs say she is doing great. I can’t wait to get her home though. Hopefully in about a week. We had to have a PEG tube placed due t...

Feeling empty handed and broken hearted. I had to leave my newborn in the NICU today. I think this is the worst I’ve ever felt! Sad to say it but even after my dad passing away.

Only one more week and Hailey will be here! If not sooner.

Been ha omg contractions since Sunday. Nothing major. Last two days they have gotten very uncomfortable. Husband thinks I should rest and see if they stop.... me I feel like I need to clean house bad. But every time I move...... I need to go to work but I can’t rest either. The dilemmas.....

Ok, for the past little bit maybe 1-2 hours, I have had these gas like sharp pains on top of my stomach? Can’t tell if they are Braxton Hicks or something else. They are very sparatic but suck.

Good evening to my insomnia moms out there. Cant sleep! All I want is a chocolate milkshake and I can’t have. 12 more days of being uncomfortable.