Could really use some support and input I was so ready for this pregnancy and to start a family and than bam my now wx abandons me and our daughter I'm having a very hard time coping with it please don't judge me or start with saying I need to be strong and do for me and the baby I am well aware of that but at the same time my emotions and hormones are raging and very uncontrollable... I just wish things didn't happen how they did cause it's very hard for me to enjoy this miracle as I should be ...