Feeling really horrible & alone looking after 2 under 2 alone both are poorly due to cold and cough etc..husbands abroad for past 6 months my youngest is 4 months old so been alone ever since..he doesnt seem to understand my situation at all how i must be feeling or looking after the kids sometimes with no sleep & when i do speak to him over the phone thinking he might say some comforting words etc..he just shouts and says look after the kids, send me photos of the kids..nothing about me and if ...