Have you ever been in a bad relationship one that you knew was not healthy but you just couldn't leave until you finally got the courage? What was it that finally made you leave? I feel like I'll never find the strength.

I just can't believe 6 months has gone by so quickly. It was a hard 6 months she is gorgeous but very needy and I also suffered from a little bit of post partum. I'm feeling a little bit better every day and Josephine and I are getting a better bond now. Still trying to get the hang of cleaning, taking care of the older two, being a wife, cooking, and all the other things I do with a baby around but it's getting better.

I have two boys 5 and 4 and a girl 5 months I hardly get any time for me and my kids drive me insane. All that said I love them like crazy and I already miss being pregnant. I swear I was just meant to stay pregnant. I want one more but not now. I wonder if tying my tubes after one more will end this baby fever once in for all or will I always desire to be the old lady in the shoe.

My little Josephine 5 months today are your 5 month olds sitting up unassisted and what are they eating?