I have my son now, I'm also engaged and I'm so grateful for them both. But a few years ago, I had 2 miscarriages(never found out the sex and never had a logical reason to why it happen) with my ex boyfriend. I honestly still think of my 2 babies and wonder how much different my life would have been if they were here. But I do believe god has his plans for everyone and maybe it just wasn't my time to have children, or maybe it was just the wrong mate. Either way, I hope they watch over me and my ...