So depressed with everything happening in my life I don't feel like a mom. I am having issues with the whole motherly thing I just don't know what to feel except pain and heartache from the split between my sons father and I. But I love my son to death. My mom kept him over night for me and I miss him. I just don't want this to screw up his life.

My life is in shambles right now. Nervous to see the baby's father since the breakup...

How do you mommas who has been betrayed and played by someone who you thought loves you back deal with extreme painful heartbreak and becoming a single parent? Like how did you muster up the strength to get up out of bed?

The hardest week of my life right now.

Heart shattered into pieces. Newly a single mom today.. I would have never predicted this. Men are total scum.

Just dyed my hair to its closest natural color.

No white flag by dido explains my relationship right now. :(

That moment when you think of your relationship and you think how shitty you made yourself feel...

Job hunting is just ridiculous in this city (NYC). I just started a new job as a rep for an energy supply company and I hate knocking on people's doors. I'm usually the one telling them no lol. Ugh. No benefits either. I need something with benefits, hoping something comes my way soon.

I just got a job Friday and start today yay!! But I hate the job lol. It's telemarketing
:( fml..