Currently dreading this doctors appointment because it means leaving the house and having to wear real clothes.

Feeling like people aren't taking me seriously when I say they need to be vaccinated when they visit me and the new baby... is it wrong if I make it more real and serious to them and tell them he has a immune deficiency (which is essentially the same thing but sounds more serious) and can't be visited if you don't have vaccines until he gets his vaccines?

They said the last trimester it goes back to being hell like the first and they're right. I hate being tired and feeling like I can't move. I hate feeling like I can't breathe and that normal tasks seem so hard. I hate that I can't stop eating.... I want him out. I want to sleep and I want to be able to shave again

I'm so excited to have my baby but also so afraid. I've seen so many relationships fail right after having a baby. The dynamics change, the attitudes and expectations change. I'm so scared of what we also lose when we gain our son. We're no longer going to just be us.

I feel like I'm 600lbs trying to roll over the other direction in bed all out of breathe.

Had a nightmare last night that my baby was born without arms... I was devastated and then they took him away to run tests but actually just killed him. How horrifying. I'm so tired I couldn't go back to sleep. I hope I never dream something so awful again.

Baby shower is tomorrow and everyone's frantic. This is what happens when you invite 130 people to a baby shower. Words of advice to anyone having a shower, don't be a control freak, if someone wants to host it, let them and don't try and help. It will make you crazy. Also, baby showers are expensive keep the guest list low or don't serve full on dinner lol

So a few of my friends don't believe in vaccines and have unvaccinated children, when I have my newborn is it wrong to tell them I just can't have visits until my baby is vaccinated? I know vaccinations are such a sensitive topic but I don't want my baby at risk because I do believe in vaccines.

Today I am officially 28 weeks, I slept off and on waking up every hour. I've reached the point where my hips hurt no matter what position I'm in. I use my pregnancy pillow and still.... So exhausted. I knew this day was coming 😭

So effing hungry. 27w+2 today. I seriously could eat everything.