I give up.. maybe it's not meant to be, maybe he's not the one.. I don't know, but I'm dome trying.. probably going to delete my page on here since I'm not going to get to be a mom..

Relapsed & kicking myself for it I feel so sick and depressed. .

I work at a tanning salon, and I just had this beautiful glowing woman come in to freeze her account because she's pregnant, and now I'm sobbing in the break room. ..

Valentine's day this year will make 2 years of trying to conceive. Medications, sickness, cancer scares, and still no conception. I'm just so exhausted. .

so apparently my OB messed up and set my appointments wrong, we were supposed to take a pregnancy test today, but they sent me home saying I was a week too late for my labs, now I'm just waiting for the nurse to call me back. already depressed though because the boyfriend went to get a test and it came back negative.. I was really hoping for that positive..

I'm so pissed, I had a rough day at work, I feel sick and dizzy, I'm sore and exhausted and couldn't wait to come home, shower and crawl into bed with my boyfriend, but when I got home, my boyfriend and his brother were both passed out on our bed and I tried waking him up a couple times and nothing, I go shower and come back in to try to wake him up again and he won't get up, and all my boyfriend does is yell at me because he's trying to sleep, so now I'm in the living room (on the floor because...

so I went through and read up on the side effects of clomid, it's kinda scary, has anyone else on here taken it? I'm supposed to start it today, but I'm anxious.

I need friends, people to talk to about ttc and that kinda thing..

I start the 5 day Clomid tomorrow. super nervous, everytime I think about the fact that I could be pregnant by the end of the month I get major butterflies. fingers crossed. ♡

feeling so sick, and in pain from this period, but I'm glad I got it. Dr appointment tomorrow morning to move on with the conception plan. hopefully this is it. ♡