I am 22 years old. I am a mother to a beautiful baby girl who will be a big sister before her first birthday. expecting baby #2, our little boy, 10/20/16!!

5 more weeks max that's what I have to keep telling myself. I am in so much pain I wanna cry. and I walked around on a broken ankle for almost a week before I saw a doctor. so I can tolerate pain. but this...I can't walk or get out of bed without crying. my back is absolutely killing me and I can't tell if my contractions are back or not.

And we have a tooth!!!!

Well we did have a wedding to attend Sunday but they called it off and split. I feel for them. I do. so bow my mom is taking my daughter for the day so my husband and I can have a day to ourselves and so she can get acquainted to staying with my mom for when I have my son. I'm not sure how to handle this because she has not been away from us that long and she's very very attached to me right now. like I can't leave her sight or she freaks.

67 days left until my due date! I am so excited to meet my little man!! I personally don't think I will last that long though because he is already so low. 2 weeks until baby shower...still dreading that. a week and 6 days after my due date is my baby girls first birthday. I am a bundle of emotions that's for sure!!

71 days until my due date!! excited for that!! 18 until my baby shower and still pretty upset over that.

72 days left until my due date! I can not wait! I'm so not excited for ny baby shower at the end of the month either. I am so ready to cancel it. I really am. today has been a pretty bad day. actually this whole week has sucked.

so my 9 month old even knew me walking around the store tonight was a bad idea. every time I asked if she wanted to go to the store with me to pick up a few groceries she said uh uh. well I should have listened. I've been having terrible radiating back pain since about 2 pm. well after walking around the store its now radiating to my knees and I can't even walk can barely stand up on my own and can't bend over at all. took some tylenol I'm laying in bed with a heating pad and praying to God it s...

when is a good time to pack the hospital bags? with my daughter I was in the middle of packing them at 37 weeks and had her via c section due to preeclampsia so I don't have to send my husband home to pack everything up like last time about when would be a good time. I'll be 30 weeks Thursday.

75 days or less! I can not wait! I am so ready to hold my baby boy in my arms finally!

so I went this morning to go get the rest of our laundry from my mom's and called my husband to let him know when I was on my way home. well my daughter has this thing where any time anyone is on the phone they have to put the phone on speaker phone so she can hear and talk to them too. so I told him to put me on speaker and i told her I loved her and I'd be home soon and she just started saying 'mama mama mama mama!' over and over lol it was so cute.