So gender disappointment...how do you cope with it? On Tuesday I found out I was having a boy. I was SO sure it was a girl, and that's what I really desired. I feel conflicted in my heart and in my spirit because I do not want a son. I cried at my ultrasound and the following 2 days because I just can't believe it. I feel conflicted because I know there's so many women out there that are dying to just have a child period and can't, and here I am being ungrateful. I tried to go shopping for him s...