almost 31 weeks!!!

My better half took me to see our niece and nephews and on the way stopped at every beach on the way to take pictures of me(: I couldn't stop laughing the whole time(:

I've never been so scared to pee. I'm just so tired of the pain! this kidney infection is kicking my ass! they have tried 2 antibiotics and nothing has changed so far. If I don't feel a change today I have to go in and I really don't want to!

got to see my little girl today(:

21 weeks(:

so I finally found out when my uncle's funeral is.... right in the middle of my ultrasound:( looks like I get to call and reschedule the appointment

HELP!!!! I need some great tips on how to handle death during pregnancy. this is the second family member in the past 2 months to pass away. I'm not sure how to get myself under control. both family members lost to cancer and now another diagnosed with it.

it is so discouraging that every time I've gone into the Drs my weight has steadily gone down. they reassure me that it's fine and that she is growing normal but it still freaks me out

RANT ALERT!!!
I am so tired of being made the bad person by his family. all they do is blame everything on me! I'm not one to stand up for myself and generally end up apologizing for something I didn't do but this time I'm not doing it! his mom stole my sex toys like of all fucking things! then she lied about it and it started a huge fight that is some how all my fault. and now his grandma bitched me out saying I need to forgive her. um forgiveness comes after someone is apologized to!! maybe a...

when you gave into the craving for ice cream but your lactose intolerant... paying for that big time!