milk drunk!

finally got my first tattoo as a mothers day gift from my bf. then today he toon a nice trip to williamsburg and spiled me in the candy shop and now tomorrow he want to do something later today too.

im so stressed out and worried my SO has been sick since thursday of last week and got told it was colitis and got meds for it but hes been in so much pain work has been sendng him home. then yesterday his doctor sends him to another hospital to be tested for lupus but we sat there for 7hours just to be told his colitis is gone and they cant test for lupus yet hes still in pain and food upsets his stomach. then tonight he kept telling me he didnt feel good then ended up getting sick mutiple time...

still cant sleep i think after my son the insomnia stuck around this time cause hes 5 weeks old and im still up all night even when hes asleep.

darrell doesnt like tummy time in the floor he will just go to sleep. but if im laying down and i put him on my belly/chest he moves and trys to crawl up me. like lil guy you cant do just tumny time on mommy.

i really need some preyers for my aunt right now.

Both my boys are sleeping. Now its time for this mama to get some sleep too.

i miss having friends to talk to and be around but i guess since i started my lil family young my old "friends" didnt like being around anymore. oh well my boys are more important then doing stupid stuff.

did some tummy time and he just layed there and ended up falling asleep. i tried playing woth him and talking to him and he didnt care. now hes in his bed sleepin

sitting in my pp appointment. ugh im so tired