Finally losing some weight (better for me and ttc later on). Spending lots of time with the great nieces (3 years and the other 4 weeks). Think I am slowly coming to terms with the idea that my own pregnancy won't be any time soon. The scariest part? I think I am sorta okay with that..for once

My lovely niece had her baby girl this morning and I am so proud of her!

So our plans to try to conceive might be pushed back. I left work on Thursday with several nosebleeds thru the day and a splitting headache. Blood pressure was thru the roof (an issue I've never had) and they don't know why. Weak and upset atm..

Have a job interview on Tuesday morning. Hoping to get the job, normal hours, good pay and insurance. Once we finally get a BFP, it'll be more stable than where I am now. #stabilizingbeforeconception

Been having a bunch of dreams about babies. the baby fever has me bad. just gotta keep my head up and keep trying!

Starting to see a little progress in my weight loss. can now wear a 22 pant and a xl shirt (sometimes 2x depending on style and fabric)

Day before expected AF and I start spotting...I was really hoping this was the time...hubby seems to be okay, if not a little disappointed. But I can hardly focus on anything. I really thought it would be this time..

Can't wait for my niece to have her little girl next month! I am waaaay to excited lol

When hubby still wants to smoke around you after you quit (to be healthier to try to conceive) . Like...really?

When Mike and Molly hits you right in feels about inability to get pregnant.