The in-laws asked what crib Blake and I wanted for Alyss. Blake texted them and a few minutes later announced that they've ordered it. Woohoo!!

wishing for a nice chocolate bar...and a fruit smoothie

Is it sad that all I want for dinner is that eggless cookie dough that you eat raw? It sounds delicious

Ahhh~ So nice to have some relief from back pain.
Thank all that's holy for flexeril and it's magical powers.

Really craving a chili cheese dog right about now

Ugh...
My OB wants me to gain 15 pounds by the end of my pregnancy, but I reaaalllly don't want to weigh 200 pounds, especially since I'm only 4'11". :'(
Gah I'll look like a beached whale by the time Alyss is born...

After my OB appointment today, we now know that my little womb nugget is a girl!!!
My fiancé and I are so excited!!!
You're already loved so much Alyss

Ugh. Home from yet another ER visit. Apparently I have a UTI. Back is hurting so terribly that the pain medicine they gave me isn't even working. If I have a heating pad turned on low and pressed against my side and back, it won't hurt my baby, right?

I usually love the snow, but its so cold today that I don't wanna leave the house. But alas, off to work I must go

Beginning to think my hormones are making my anxiety soooooo much worse lately, plus the stress of my wedding being in less than a month.
I keep breaking down and worrying that my beloved doesn't want me anymore, and that I'm being too clingy. Not to mention the crazy vivid nightmares.
Any advice on what I can do to feel more positive??