Ohhh yes thank you God for my safe delivery. Finally my little man decided to come out even tho its 4weeks early. He is tiny, small but healthy and strong baby panda 🐼.
From 1am since I got to the labor & delivery triage for a check up if I'm having active labor or just another false labor found out that I am 4cm dilated and been told if within 1 hour nothing is change they are going to stop the contractions and send me home. After 1 hour dilated for 5 1/2cm and already in labor they decided t...

almost there baby!

so my hubby is working with a crazy hour shift went to work yesterday @3pm and supposed to go home @11pm coz he has to come back @7am then his co manager have an emergency so need to stay till whenever he can get reliever so he decided to stay till 6am as he can then the same manager called at around 1am and told him he's coming within an hour and the 1hour goes by till 4am and he get how at around @5am. He went to sleep and then wake up @11:40 because he needs to relieve that same person today....

yaaay'! we are on our 34weeks! I don't feel good, feels like I'm getting sick. I feel like I'm getting near to have this little 🐼 panda. I feel the same way couple weeks when I'm about to have my babies. But isn't it too early??? kinda scary! I don't want him to leave in NICU if that happens. 😢

I feel like I want to pop up this little panda inside of me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

getting depress! I want to go back to work. earn money and able to get whatever I want for my baby!😭 being bed rest is so depressing!

getting so depress of my body pain due to heaviness and now having toothache! 😱😱😢😢😢😢😭😭😖😖

So he didn't make me sleep all night, last night and when we got to the appointment to check his heart and get the rest of ultrasound test, the tech lady have to ask me to lay on my right side because we can't get a nice picture of his face and he keep moving all the way down,cover his face with his arm and hide it. And the only thing we can get is his back and side head which shows his head full of hair.. What a hair--RY Matthew... We are all excited to see you... *auntie & uncle little panda i...

Getting so stress. thinking so much stuff that I need and my baby. Being in early maternity leave is so stressful. not earning money while you know your self you need a lot of things for your family but can't take a risk to loss my baby. 😭😢

having too much contractions and feeling fainted plus feels like I'm starving for a day or two and every time he moves, he moves like a freaking dragon and I feel my cervix or whatever you called it so hurt like a sharp pain. I did try to change position in bed if I'm able to call sleep but too bad I've been awake since my hubby left to work at 10pm and now is 4am... does anybody had the same situation or feeling? I'm scared because I only feel like this when I'm about to give birth with my girl...