Hello! I am a new mum, just like you. This means I totally understand your worries, doubts and concerns. Not only I am a mum, I am a midwife's assistant/monitrice student and I will soon be certified (also like a Doula). So, feel free to ask me any questions! I will answer in the limit of what I know.
Also, I am offering free services as a Doula in the bay area. Feel free to message me!