As my son sleeps i love staring at him. I still cant believe that he is mine that im finally a mother. Even though my heart hurts because the loss of my baby richard, and there are days that im worse then others. And sometimes i feel alone that no one understands how i feel oneside is grieving and the other has so much joy. I thank God for this blessing even though i feel i got cheated. I was enjoying my pregnancy i felt like the most beautiful person in the world and it got cut short gave birt...

my little fighter

my lovely son wide awake.