I have a doctor appointment next Friday, I'll be 31 and 4 days. I'm seriously scared to look at the scale! Lmao.

It's so hard to find a descent job when you didn't go to college. I can't afford to pay 4000 dollars a month in online classes (yes I know there's student loans) but we own a house and 2 vehicles, and we're having a child the last thing we need is more debt. I have a descent job now, but I've been trying to get something different, and it's really hard.. I feel as if a lot of people don't take you seriously when you don't have a degree.

10 more weeks.

is it weird to make your own food for your baby shower? I don't like the caterers around here, and I don't want anything fancy or expensive so I'd prefer to make everything.

my piece of shit sister in law seriously just texted me a novel drama ass text at 12 o'clock at night. bitch get the fuck out of here. you're 32 and act like you're 12 for fuck sakes. grow the fuck up already. the hell is wrong with you, instead of partying and getting drunk every weekend you should be home with your kids. Dumb ass bitches these days man smh

is it wrong of me to not want anyone to come to the hospital when we have our son? I want my mom dad and husband there and that's it. I don't want the husband's family to have a chance of even ruining such a beautiful time. (his moms wife and daughter are awful people). his dad and his wife are more than wonderful but I don't think that'd be fair.

here to vent.
in laws are fucking ridiculous.. my husband's parents are divorced his dad remarried, and his mom remarried. well, his moms wife and daughter (his half sister) are the biggest c***s on the planet. they will openly talk shit about me on Facebook (they have me). I have been working out everyday and eating as healthy as possible throughout this whole pregnancy (I'm 30 weeks) and they think I'm obsessed with my weight and I'm depriving my child and it's bad that I'm even working out ...

who says eating healthy is gross? banana oat muffins ♡♡♡

only 10 weeks left. this pregnancy has gone by so fast. I don't know whether I want to cry, or be excited. first time mama here and SUPER nervous. not sure how I'll juggle baby and working full time. hopefully it all works out for the best.

Is it normal to not really feel my little guy move very much at 29 weeks? I'm constantly walking and on my feet for my job, so I was thinking maybe he's sleeping during the day? this is my first pregnancy so I'm not sure how much babies really move.