May 6, 2016 @ 1:05 P.M. I have never been in love like this before...

Finally was induced yesterday. I never displayed just lots of contractions. Ended up having a C-Section. Couldn't be happier. I'm in awe of my daughter. O I just sit and stare at her.

Getting induced tonight. 39 weeks today and feeling more anxious than anything. Any suggestions???

So happy I'm getting induced this Thursday. I'm so happy.

I'm due May 12th and have been cramping so bad. Pelvic bones feel like they are gonna break and the swollen ankles and hands are making this unbearable. I can't wait to go to NY weekly appointment on Monday. I need to be induced badly. I can barely walk and find myself waiting at least an hour to pee just so I don't move because my body hurts too bad. If this lady tells me to wait a few more weeks I'm gonna lose it. Too much pain! I quit...

38 weeks today and feeling so tired and anxious to meet my baby girl. I hate dreaming about having her then waking up pregnant. #ANYDAYNOWBLUES

So tired. Weekly check up tomorrow. It hurts so bad to walk feels like my pelvic bone are gonna break add that to the pressure and cramping. I don't know how much longer I can take. Excruciating pain...

I'll be 36 weeks tomorrow and I'm getting nervous and anxious. I totally feel the misery setting in. Have a great mommies!!!

35 Weeks now and baby shower is tomorrow. I feel so depressed. All I received to help with the baby shower was $55 oops $58.50. I have no support. It's okay tho I won't be helping or participating anymore family members or so called friends. Utterly disgusted right now. Just wanna see and get to know my baby. Fuck everything else. Sorry ladies had to vent.

35 Weeks today. OMG can't wait to hold her. Baby shower this weekend. Excited beyond belief.