I'm finally going to have my first child. I lost my first to a miscarriage and my second was still born... Me and my girlfriend are starting a family... We are excited to meet our rainbow baby... We did at home insemination.. And our first try we go blessed with our baby girl Layla Nikole..

Layla dressed up for Valentine's Day pretty in red... 💖💖

Watching tv with mommy wide awake..!! 💖💖

Is it normal not to have an appetite after having a baby...?? I'm not hungry at all I eat maybe once a day if Tht and sometime I have to force myself to eat... I always had a good appetite even before I got pregnant... It's just weird I don't have one now...

My girls..💖💖 love them sooo much..!!

My poor baby has jaundice bad... She has to be on this light for as long as possible... Had first dr appt today... Found out I might not be producing enough breast milk for her.. Have to breast feed and do 2 ounces of formula... Till Monday... I cried my eyes out when I left the office I felt like I wasn't feeding my baby enough and Tht I couldn't give her what she needs... I still feel horrible... She has to have the test again tomorrow to check to see if the jaundice went down at all... My poo...

My 2 day old baby seems to keep gagging on nothing and scares the crap out of me... What could it be..?? I'm sooo scared to go to sleep...

After 2 days of labor... And lots of tears... My beautiful baby girl was born.. 6 pounds 9 ounces...

After... 2 days of labor Layla Nikole finally came to meet us...

Went to the dr today for my 39 week check up... My cervix is really really high have to go bak Friday to check again... And Friday is my due date... What can I do to get my cervix to drop...???? With it being so high I might end up with a c-section and me nor my dr wanna do Tht

How do you tell Braxton hicks from actual contractions... I have had like period cramps on and off all morning...