she's trying to tell me a story lol 5 days old and so active

I had my little angel on the 30th she weighs 8 lbs and 13 oz and is 21 inches long and absolutely beautiful

2 days just two till my little girl should b here ...... I feel like its exam week in highschool and I haven't studied or been there ahhhhhhh

so I have a question ..... my belly will stay hard for an hour at the most but no pains in it really but I feel like I'm laying on glass or my lower back is on fire and being stabbed I also can't stand up with out my insides feeling like falling out I'm due next week and have no clue what to expect (ftm) should I go to the hospital or wait my water hasn't broke and she still moves but its more of a wiggle than movement

I've never been so scared in my life all of this sucks its ridiculous

what doctor in their right mind sends away a patient bc they haven't seen them there whole pregnancy and it would be a liability so now I'm home laying in bed in so much pain I can't stand it all bc the retards at the hospital

beyond frustrated

38 weeks having contractions but hours apart also I'm not dilated ..... doctor wants to take her c-section but if he does shell b my last BC of my pos turning to cancer .... ugggghhhhhh I want a little boy so bad ..... and I don't want her to have only child syndrome .......

I have a question.... who in there right mind calls cps on there own child BC she is having her daughter a week earlier by doctors order and says that she is on drugs and the house is a danger when its just minor repairs that will b done in a few days....... ugggghhhh I'm so tired of drama and stress ......ohh they r inducing my labor BC my daughter is almost 11 lbs