All I can think about is how I want to try to get pregnant again after the actual miscarriage happens. My boyfriend would never go for it though.

I need to stop scrolling through this app. It's killing me. I hate this so much.

I'm terrified for when the baby comes out. Since I don't have insurance I can't get the procedure done, which I don't think I would anyway since my body will naturally do it. I'm so scared though about the pain and the blood.

They gave me a picture of my baby. I'm in this weird phase of being sad, but I'm also in denial about it. Just have to wait now for the miscarriage to complete.

I've been at the hospital for almost three hours and they've only taken my blood.

Went for my ultrasound and there was no heartbeat or fetal movement. I don't know what to do or say right now.

I can't handle living with my parents anymore. They're in the kitchen screaming at each other, which means I feel like I can't go to the only bathroom in the house and I have a solid five minutes before these poptarts decide they're done being in my body.

I hate when people get all offended when I call my baby "it". I don't know what it is and I'm not going to say "my baby" all the time. It's not that I don't love this baby, I literally just don't know what it is. Everyone needs to chill 😂

On the days where my nausea actually goes away, I swear my stomach is a black hole😂 after I eat an apple I'm usually really full from it, but I'm over here wanting another one even thought I had a huge lunch and supper 😂

I am SO done with this nausea right now😭