Day 15:
Parenting tips I've learned- my poor son was my trial and error lol. I've learned to really appreciate every second because they grow so fast 😢. That your child will never be the perfect image you have for them, and to toss that nonsense out the window. To breath. A lot! To never give up on breastfeeding (this is my motto right now. I refuse to let the pain get the best of me this time). Last but not least to give them that fricking chicken nugget that just fell on the ground. Wanna eat ...

Happy Monday! Day 14:
How am I preparing? By panicking off and on lol (super nervous about having another baby). I bought a second hand bassinet that was beautiful for a great price. A friend has given me her really nice breast pump, and I bought some diapers and wipes here and there. Other than that I'm waiting until Friday to find out what I'm having. Which is taking forever 😓.

Day 13:
I told my mom right away. When I had my last miscarriage I spent the night at her house. I just felt so broken and really needed my moms hugs. So when it happened again after we decided we should stop trying she was so afraid. She didn't want to see me like that again, and I know I didn't want to feel like that again. But now that we are ok both my mom and dad are super excited. They're hoping for a little girly.

I was feeling like myself today. It's been awhile

Day 12: my bump 19 weeks 1 day❤️❤️

It's amazing how food improves my crazy pregnant moods. I was ready to rip someone's head off (mostly my fiancé), and then we went to get groceries and bought all kinds of yummy food. Now I'm over here like hugs and kisses for everyone ❤️😂

Day 11 TGIF!
My baby shower is being thrown by my best friend since middle school and my mom. We are thinking an anchor like theme. My fiancé is from Rhode Island originally so I think it would be nice to celebrate our baby's upcoming arrival in a way that'll give him some piece of home.

Day 10 preg challenge:
What are we hoping for? Well we find out next Friday, and now that our ultrasound is so close I just want everything to be ok with our baby. I've read a heartbreaking post today, and I'm broken for that mommy and any mommy who's suffered loss like that. Im
Going to go home and give my three year old extra loving today, and thank god that so far our littlest one is doing well.

Day 9:
My food cravings have shifted a lot. I went from chocolate to spicy wanted ranch dressing on everything for a while, cereal, and lately it's been queso. Why can't it ever be veggies?!

Daaaaaay 8:
Birth plan? What's that lol?! I don't really have one. Just want to get this baby out of me safe and quickly when the time comes.