stupid depression has me all over the place. I am taking my meds, but dang.

can't believe what i am witnessing. my husband hates smokers. so his mom went to vaping. now she is smoking again and she takes medicine she shouldn't smoke with. I don't know why my husband let's it go on. I feel like if you aren't to be with the medicine then why touch it.

I hate when people think you are on your phone all day. I am a new mommy and have three kids. just because I didn't reply to you till today and also the fact I don't want Facebooks Messenger on my phone doesn't mean I am ignoring you. it means I have a life and that I am checking my messages in the browser.

all my husband wants is sex and all I want is a sleeping baby.

I feel like my husband wants me to fail. he is picking fights and getting mad at me over nothing. wish he would talk things out or just pick something. be a grown man and stop being a child. wish I could slap him.

My daughter is a poop factory but she is breaking out from wiping so much.

Still waiting on my daughter's ss card. 3 weeks is a long time. should I call?

seems like my kids start feeling better and go stay with people and come home sick. I am about to say they go anywhere, this mom needs a break. also feel like the hubby is using his headache as a way to get out of everything. went take meds or go to urgent care.

Guess I did something wrong, told me we needed to talk later. I can't believe he can't get himself together so I can pump. I am loosing my supply and he doesn't seem to care. I am so upset he can't see that it's bothering me.