I started replaying my labor in my head today. The feelings came back and everything. My labor was so peaceful. My delivery was anything but. My body started pushing for me. I lost all control. My midwife was telling me to slow down so I didn't tear, but I couldn't stop it. I couldn't do anything but let it happen. About 3 of those moments later, my baby was out. My water hadn't broken until her head emerged and even then, my midwife had to break it herself. Which means my baby didn't get the fluid squeezed out of her lungs on the way down the birth canal. But my midwife was amazing and knew exactly what to do. I didn't even realize what had happened until she placed her on my chest. I just cried for so long. I was in shock. Disbelief. It was like walking a tight rope between death and life. What an amazing feeling. We spent a good amount of time getting the fluid out of her lungs and waiting for her to turn red instead of purple. The cord was untouched and my placenta slid out during this time. No pushes necessary. It was a beautiful life changing moment. All in a recliner. Firecracker is what she is. And she still hasn't slowed down.
My entire birth story will be on my blog in a few days and should be a fun read. Lol
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights