Ladies please I'm asking for prayers, my baby was born this morning at 9:29am, she's now been admitted to the nicu because she keeps forgetting to breathe, they say she needs to stay awhile. They said it's probably from an infection, or the pain medication they gave me that I had a severe allergic reaction too, there running blood test now. Her glucose level is also fluctuating I'm soo heartbroken. What if I did something? )''''': I can't even see her.

There about to start the pitocin to help speed up the process. Ahhhh guys I'm starting to get really nervous! my first was 10 lbs 5oz n I had her naturally at 16, she was only supposed to be 8 or 9lbs. They expect this one to be about 8lbs, but I think traumatized. lol. I got this!

ugh I'm getting so aggravated right now, I got the last room, my tv don't work, it took over n hour for someone to even come in, they all have this pissy attitude, I feel like I'm peeing on myself, n my SO decides to fall asleep so I'm sitting here lonely. gee I feel so needy!): On another note I'm so excited I finally get to meet my babygirl! btw Def my water lol.

on my way to l&d, I'm pretty sure my water broke! (:

wat did you ladies feel as you went into labor?

You kno your back really hurts, when your the one massaging it, and it feels jus as good.

Boom babyyy lol. last week @38 weeks

For all of you ladies who already have your induction date, I'm super jealous!! Congratulations yal are almost there! (:

So my dr appts are normally on Tuesdays, I went this Tuesday and we agreed if I didn't have her by next week I'd be induced. Would I be doing to much if I change my appt to Friday, instead of next week tuesday? lol.(I turn 39 weeks friday.)

soo today I shall find an heb, buy some cheesecake, ndd eat all of it! lol.