Моя история: как я воспитываю сына после изнасилования

I created a post it's for all the mamas that seen my previous post about my mom and my son. So when I said i didnt have to keep him but it was my decision because I don't believe in abortions. Easton was created by a rape my family still gets mad at ne for keeping him but I dont do abortions I hope you mamas can forgive me from yesterday's posts. Now really my mom isn't a good mom but in the end she only has me and my younger sister because her other kids don't like her she will always put her husband's kids over her own and she cares more about her other grandkids more than Easton my mom and step dad still doesn't like the fact that I kept Easton. Also me and another mom was chatting about child care you see its really hard to do so because Easton is allergic to strawberries and mangos he has an empi and the. Has epilepsy seizures and when he has the seizure episodes sometimes he will stop breathing in his sleep sometimes I've had to do CPR and mouth to mouth to bring him back before and my mom had to call EMS it's just really scary Easton isn't allowed to have access by court to his dad's side of the family or even his dad. We talked about daycares but the ones around me sadly baby daddies family works at the ones around me so would have to see if I can use my grandma's address for the one near her house to get Easton into it. Now this incident wasn't the first time she lost my trust she's lost it many times the first was when she left my 7 year old sister home alone with my 6 month old son. The second was when she left him in the car to run into the carryout/gas station and then the third was this recent incident yes I get where you all where coming from and apologize I really hope you mamas can forgive me I'm really sorry that I took my mood out on you guys.