I HATE my family. Like i really absolutely despise my husband and children, i cannot stand them. Its…

I HATE my family. Like i really absolutely despise my husband and children, i cannot stand them. Its it probably has something to do with the color of my husbands skin. I despise black and i just realized my husband is a negro. Some people might call this racist but its literally true. They commit half the crimes and are only 13% of the population. I found out my husband is black and i no longer feel safe. My children are also asian so i think my husband cheated on me during pregnancy. I think im gonna poke a hole in the gas line and light a match in the house. Anyway yeah thats it basically its because i hate people of other races other than white 😞😞😞😞