

vent: I have been looking for my baby for 9 months now. He escaped out of a window i had open one night i forgot to close . I believe are Neighbors which where new at the time did something to him,have him or something because i asked him the next day if he seen my cat. He was said no in a weird way but because i rememberd my cat was in his back yard yelling like crazy one day so i went out and looked over the fence and did not see him went out front an called him and boom he came running for his back yard.
then he was talking to my husband and brought up my cat and said "no i haven't seen him we have nothing to hide but also asked my husband to move the camera facing his yard. 😑 fastfoward my daughter cat came up missing a few weeks ago i found him in the pound!!! Someone took him in as a stray! which he has a collar and everyone knows him and likes him. the guy next door was the only person her cat didn't like soo im thinking he has something to do with my missing baby. we dont speak anymore because i get weird vibes from them.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
my SO is really mad at me :(
So i came home from visiting my mom and my SO is in the living room eating something i ask him what hes eating and he says candy i tell him to give me some and he points to my prenatal gummys , i had ripped out the sticker and i left them on the kitchen table soo i tell him they are my vitamins and he flips out hes soo mad at me i havent seen him this upset in a long time his acting like hes going to turn into a woman or his penis is going to shrink or something he...
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...






A few pictures i like of my son and his cat and dogs
Nothing like finding out your husband lied about where he was last night. I guess that will be a fun conversation when he gets up today. But idk when that will be since he went to bed at 6 something this morning. Also found out he added a girl on his snapchat that I don't know. Just really need to find something that will keep my mind off of all of this until I can talk to him about it. 😞