I’m destroyed. I can’t sleep. I can’t think of anything else. She is kin of my kin. I never met her but I see my children and our shared relatives in her. She was taken, brutalized and discarded into a ditch. Her body found today. I can’t put together the words for how much unbridled hate I feel right for for the man who hurt her. He’s also known in my community. He’s raped before and got away with it. I found out my ex (in the musician community) knew him and excommunicated him from the studio based off red flags. People could see he was a danger but couldn’t do anything about it! I’m disgusted and distraught. My family is destroyed. I just want to kill him I want to hurt him so bad. I wish she could have been saved. This is all so fucked up and horrible!