Its 930pm and I literally just remembered my midwife appointment I've been so anxious about all fcking week. Even this morning I was telling my sis how excited I was. My fiance and I went to my regular drs appt and after, we did some shopping and got smoothies and when I got home around 230pm I passed out. I was so tired. I woke up at 330 and my appt was at 430 but when I woke up I guess it totally went over my head because I woke up nauseous and was trying to combat morning sickness. After I threw all my stomach contents up, i was like gosh I need to eat so I can further combat this sickness. 😩 I'm so fcking pissed I missed my appointment. I really hope she understands but fck this is gonna bother me so much because I'm usually really good w appointments and time management. Ughhh!!!
So I thought I was starting my period. I woke up this morning with tiny cramps nothing major. I then had to use the bathroom and I was spotting. It has since went away and I hope it stay away. My last period was Dec. 28 and I should've came on Jan. 25th but nothing.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Reported rape this morning..:(
Im so sick to my stomach its hard to speak on this matter. So if some text is messed up is apologize in advance.
TMI ALERT :okay so I woke up this morning to pee, I go to wipe and there's my bloody show. how long after you have your body show do to go into labor?
pray for my little one ladies im at the ER woked up went to the restoom and was bleeding..im praying after my last miscarriage I dont loose this baby 🌈👶💕😞