LADIES !!!!! IM IN SHOCK!!!! so my period showed up a day earlier than expected, as you know I took those two blue dyes, both had a faint positive. Well the next day, I tested with a FRER and a Walmart 88 cent test and both were very very negative. Then I had a temp drop below coverline. AF showed the following day, a day early. I just knew i was out !! Well, yesterday I was sick as hell when I woke up, i get to work, and discover that my boobs are very sore as i ran into a wall coming around the corner, lol.. i NEVER get sore breasts or nauseated during my period.. EVER !!! Something told me to take a pregnancy test although I had been bleeding for 3 days at this point. Today makes 4 !!! Still bleeding, and even had clotting!! To my surprise, myy test was positive !!!! I tested again this morning, and it's even darker !!!! How is this even possible.. I dont know what's going on, I'm in total disbelief right now!!! 10dpo, my FRER was negative, no hint of a line at all!!! Here I am, 14dpo, bleeding for 4 days now, with a positive test that keeps getting darker !!! Looking at my chart it looks like baby implanted on the same exact day AF was actually due, although it showed a day early!! I took my period off of my chart so you ladies could see my chart as a whole, but my period started on cd32, the last day of the big temp drop.. now the temps are back up !!! The test I took yesterday evening is the dried one.. its yellow tinted as it's old . The other is from this morning , first morning urine !!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Hmm. .. bad day today. After being sent to DAU and nurse couldn't pick up heartbeat, she sent me for a scan and they found no heartbeat... now I'm in a room waiting to "deliver" the baby...
How do I get myself up at the crack of dawn??? Lol I want to wake up and have time to myself in the morning, maybe take a dog running(trade off days with the big guys). Plus it’s the most peaceful time in the house. I’ve never been a morning person. I even worked evenings jobs (when I was you younger) mostly due to me not being able to wake up early. Lol. Annnnd wanting to stay out and party. That’s not the case anymore. Not out partying. I know the heat can make me exhausted, but I usually get enough sleep. I stay hydrated too. Just want to make a positive change in my life. I could get a lot done in that time. Having the entire house down LOL
I love how I repeatedly told my father in law not to let my daughter root through the toy box because she doesn’t want anything out of it anyway and he keeps picking her up and taking her to the toy box no matter how many times I tell her no and tell him she doesn’t even want anything out of there anyway. At first I told him “only let her get one toy” so she picks one up and he is still holding her over the toy box then tries to put her over the baby gate so she can grab more. I’m sorry but you aren’t the one that has to pick up all these toys. You aren’t the one who has to put them back. He never picks up toys. Everyone wants to get the toys out for her out no one ever wants to help me pick them back up. The fact that I said not to let her get anything out of the box more than 5 times really pisses me off. You may be her grandparent but you aren’t her parent. So now I have mass toys to pic up on top of the toys she already had out from this morning
