The more i think about it the less i want a csection. 😭 but i also dont want to suffer in the future with going to the bathroom. My babies are just too big and they tear me up bad 😭

This is gonna be my first, but I want 2. :)
My baby is 2 today!! I literally cried myself to sleep last night snuggling with him. (yeah, I let him sleep in my bed last night bc I he wanted to & I wanted him to) lol
Why are birthdays so hard for meeee?! 😭😭😭
I want to move back home to Sacramento. 😭😭😭 #INeedAMiracle
Everyone getting puppies I want one but the oh said no 😭😂
I want a healthier lifestyle, I want to workout and just to be happy with myself and my life! Idk where to begin 😭