So I've never really had a relationship with my mother growing up. She abandoned her family one day and never looked back. Well throughout the years i would always try to reach out but would not really receive a response in return only to see that she'd keep in contact with my brothers though. Growing up she'd always send my brothers gifts and remember their birthdays but never mine which hurt and caused me to feel rejection. So of course no matter what she'd do on her end i'd always still try to extend the olive branch..well mothers day is coming up so I've been trying to reach out to her for weeks now but with no call in return..to again find out she talks to my brothers consistently smh i even sent her gifts ahead of time this week so she'll get them on time and i called today so many times to see if she got them because the status on the packages said delivered..and sure enough no answer. I guess i shouldn't be hurt and more used to her pattern but i am. I don't get it..what did i do that makes her show love to her sons but not her daughter. I never forget her birthday or special occasions unlike my brothers but still they get call backs and not me. I'm truly at the point where i feel like being done. Growing up without a mother was tough but to still be rejected from her as an adult does still hurt a bit. I thought i would've been over it all but i guess I'm not.

Sorry ladies..i just needed to vent a little🙏💗