I don't want to tell My doctor that I feel I may have PPD and what triggered it because I don't want to be put on meds but I definitely feel I have some form of it. I've been feeling down and lost since I left the hospital. I don't want to hurt My Kids at all. I just think alot and feel like being a lone alot. I don't know where I fit in right now. I thought My crying was just a hormone imbalance but Im seeing it might just be deeper than that