i can’t wait for my babies to be older! i’m 24 years old, mother of two under two. i’m also a stay at home mom and all i seem to look forward to these days are the days when my babies are older. i know my babies will always rely on me but having not only one but two people depend solely on me is taking everything out of me. my second child was unplanned and unexpected, i was 6 months PP from my first & i was in denial my whole entire pregnancy. my life has become someone else’s and now i’m not so sure if that’s what i was expecting. don’t get me wrong i have beautiful moments with my children and i don’t regret having them, i know re-entering the newborn stage (that i dislike so much) is just a lot. i just look forward to the day where my children are like 3 or even 4 years old & i feel so guilty. its not an everyday feeling but sometimes i do feel like i should have waited and that i don’t like motherhood life right now :(