So I found out today that I am 14 weeks pregnant. I went in for my yearly physical and I took a pregnancy test as usual and it came back positive. 😭 I don’t know how to feel like I feel so bad for not being happy but it was just really unexpected. We’re having our house built right now, the pandemic, my change in careers like I just feel like I’m not mentally or physically prepared for this. On top of that we have been discussing moving my grandmother into our house so that it’s easier for me to care for her and I don’t know if I can handle that on top of a newborn.