I don’t really feel like talking about it, BUT I need to tell somebody before it eats me alive.
Here it goes..
I’ve been binge drinking the past two weeks. 😞 I’m so disappointed in myself. I had 50 days.
OH! And the cherry on top 🍒 I have a prolapse.. My OB put a pessary in for me earlier today. Also, checking my estrogen levels, because, ALL OF A SUDDEN, I’ve been experiencing perimenopausal symptoms the past 3 months with no menses.
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Don't be disappointed, sometimes we all need to step back before regrouping and talking the walk. I have quite about 13 times it's fucking hard and 50 days is great your realizing ur having a little set back so now it can be fixed congratulations again you got this
@capricornlover hell yeah it is! Iv been a drinking since I was 16 I can't tell you how many times I quite and fell and felt bad beat myself u about hid it. But iv come to realize that it's okay it's okay to stumble it's okay to fall as long as we get back up sometimes we may have to lay there for a while but then get back up. That hiding it only makes it worse bcuz noone can help us that way. As someone that's gone though the prosses over and over again if u need anyone to talk to you can message me
I can relate to the early menopausal symptoms. Ask them to check your follicle stimulating hormone levels.
Is there anyone you can reach out to for help with the binge drinking?
My OB put a pessary inside my vajayjay to keep things in place lol. I guess, it’s way more common than I thought (referring to the prolapse)..
It's ok, you've had a momentary slip Mama. It happens to ALL of us on a sobriety journey a time or two....or 7. 🤷♀️
14 days is NOTHIN compared to 50! You can ABSOLUTELY get back where you were, just set a new goal for yourself. You GOT this! 🙌
Maybe check in with your doc and have a good physical/workup and make sure things are where they need to be. Once you get that portion sorted it, then you can work on your head space.
Find somethin that you like to do, that you can set aside a little time for everyday, every other day or as often as you can, just for you. Like, start goin for walks in the early morning before everyone else is up, or the evenings once everyone is settled. That'd be a great time to get your thoughts/feelings about the day organized, think out loud, do what you gotta do to find yourself girl. Or the you, you're striving to be.
I 100% have faith in you and know, without a doubt, that you CAN do this, I KNOW you can! 💪😘
I agree with @leonardsquared it's just a slip up. It happens! The first step was admitting it. You are so much stronger than you think! I'm praying for you sweetheart💛
Thank you 🙂 because not a lot of people do right now.. Have “faith” in me.
@heatherlou88, But my children should be more than enough reason for me not to “slip up”.. I have a very, very, VERY judgmental family and they are making me feel lower than low.
@heatherlou88, @leonardsquared, @hakunamafuckitall, @jenx, @momgroupreject, I am finally figuring out how to “thank” people on this app so, bare with me lolol