SO hard putting my baby down tonight. I just cannot let go of her and lay her in her crib. I want to…

SO hard putting my baby down tonight. I just cannot let go of her and lay her in her crib. I want to rock her all night. My heart is hurting so much that I won't see her for the next couple days 🥺 I know it'll get better when I actually leave and I'm at the hospital, but I'm going to miss her so much. I hate being away from my kids. I am very emotional tonight 😫😭