I haven’t seen my grandmother but twice since March. There were many times I took stuff to her house but I had to leave it in the garage and she would stand inside the house and holler at me through the door. I know it’s best but I really miss going and visiting with her. She’s so lonely, been a year and a half since grandpa passed.

She just texted me that she made me fudge and candy so she’s going to bring it over and put on my porch. I wish she’d come in and see the kids but I know she won’t and I won’t push it. I just want this to all be over with like everyone else 😩😩