Ugh 🤦♀️ I double wash my face this morning put on all my moisturizers primers blah blah and then my make up, that apparently my child filled with glitter so now I look like a damn disco ball at the hospital and yeah it was too late to start over lol.
So I made the post not to long ago about not having rights to the name blah blah blah well my cousin made a list of baby names for girls and guess what there it is again last one on the list!!! && she knew from being pregnant with my 2nd how bad I wanted that name if I had a girl!! lord if she ends up naming her daughter the name I wanted I’m still going name my daughter that too just different spelling!! I’ll be that person idc 🤣 like come up with your own unique names not take mine
Everyone keeps telling me not to go into labor looking a hot mess hair not done blah blah blah little do they know I can't afford it!!! I can't afford to get it done and I don't know what to do with it Shut up and leave me alone basically telling me I look a hot mess which i really don't care about my daughter and boyfriend will love me either way
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
who else won't dye their hair because it can harm your unborn baby?? I really want to dye my hair but I won't bcuz my husband is so protective he says it's bad.. or I can't even go do my nails... I do em my self and when he isn't here.. cuz he start telling stuff "BABE THAT'S BAD WHY YOU DO IT"" BLAH BLAH BLAH.. but I am scared he might be right..
Okay now I'm really a day late on my period!! "bLaH bLaH" I know! But After my own calculations I was actually supposed to start yesterday?? So now I'm going to try and test again, maybe in the morning with my FMU?